SHOUT SCREAM BREAK STUFF - and you might feel better.
sulk withdraw cry - and maybe it'll pass
Decide Commit Follow Through - and things will actually happen

Of all the reactions we have to life, even we're unpredictable to ourselves. We want this, that, everything, nothing, hell who knows. Still, we want things to change. Good things must be great, bad things must be better, strawberry should have been vanilla. Will we never cease to argue with ourselves when we get what we want but find that w...
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One beautiful lesson I am learning now is the way in which time unfolds. Although patience has always been on my side, there is another aspect to time which is challenging me now. That aspect is space, atmosphere, experience. Patience allows me to wait, to watch and to observe. This new aspect is endurance - surviving and then thriving throughout the process of change. My patience is being taken to a new level where I am engaging and questioning, testing and experimenting with the changes hap...
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I've discovered a very strange state of being. It seems to be very prevalent in those around me, so naturally it must exist within myself as well. I've named this state 'pro-stagnant'. Basically it skips past laziness and skirts around pro-activity, to find itself being actively working towards inaction. Strange. The motivation seems to be a desire for peace and calm, and the vision is one of harmony and enlightenment. However, the actual execution of this state of being is interpreted as sim...
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Like pickles, emotions can be sweet or sour. We also tend to keep our emotions in bottles sometimes. The difference between emotions and pickles is that emotions tend to expand when in a jar, while pickles tend to stay just the same fresh and crunchy. Picking an emotion out of the jar is like reaching into a lucky packet...you often get a surprise. While theoretically the emotion is in the jar to keep it safe, it often backfires when we least expect it. It's confusing to think that we're keep...
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